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I'm never enough am I?!
I try and try and try...
But I feel like I can never please you.
You don't trust me.
Don't believe me.
Don't CARE?!
Whatever.. I don't care either.
It's not like this hasn't happened before..
EVERYBODY?!
Hating at once?
What am I supposed to do?
Supposed to say?
Supposed to feel?
It's never good enough.
Not for you.
Or for me.
Somebody out there...
Feels this way too...
Right?
Am I worth it?
How many people are always "really there?!"
Who are my real friends?
Why does everybody come to me?!
No... Of course I don't care.
I just wish I opened up that much.
Why am I just so trustworthy?
Am I trustworthy?
How much have I changed since last year?
Nobody should've trusted me LAST year.
What's different?
I DON'T GET IT.
UGH SHUT UP SHUT UP.
Don't you understand?
I want to punch you in the face.
...wait. What?!
Is this how people really feel?
About
Me?
Am
I
That
TERRIBLE?!
Awful person.
Cruel friend.
But...
It can't be like that.
"Think about this.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet."
Bullshit.
I can't be loved.
NOBODY CAN LOVE ME.
Bitchy.
Egotistical.
Hypocrite.
WHY WOULD SOMEBODY WANT ME?
Nobody would.
Leave.
Me.
Alone.
I'm
falling
apart.
I try and try and try...
But I feel like I can never please you.
You don't trust me.
Don't believe me.
Don't CARE?!
Whatever.. I don't care either.
It's not like this hasn't happened before..
EVERYBODY?!
Hating at once?
What am I supposed to do?
Supposed to say?
Supposed to feel?
It's never good enough.
Not for you.
Or for me.
Somebody out there...
Feels this way too...
Right?
Am I worth it?
How many people are always "really there?!"
Who are my real friends?
Why does everybody come to me?!
No... Of course I don't care.
I just wish I opened up that much.
Why am I just so trustworthy?
Am I trustworthy?
How much have I changed since last year?
Nobody should've trusted me LAST year.
What's different?
I DON'T GET IT.
UGH SHUT UP SHUT UP.
Don't you understand?
I want to punch you in the face.
...wait. What?!
Is this how people really feel?
About
Me?
Am
I
That
TERRIBLE?!
Awful person.
Cruel friend.
But...
It can't be like that.
"Think about this.
The person you are going to marry is walking the Earth at this very second.
That thought alone should give you hope to continue each and every day, knowing someone, somewhere is completely in love with you, even if you both don't know it yet."
Bullshit.
I can't be loved.
NOBODY CAN LOVE ME.
Bitchy.
Egotistical.
Hypocrite.
WHY WOULD SOMEBODY WANT ME?
Nobody would.
Leave.
Me.
Alone.
I'm
falling
apart.
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Insecure
Its like the second you hear someone whisper
You get an urge to turn around
As if you expect them to be pointing at you.
Sometimes when you look in the mirror
And your reflection is frowing at you
You just hope the mirror won't break.
If someone calls you beautiful
You can only hope it's not a joke
So you shrug it off
Like you never heard a thing
If you hold eye contact with someone
You wanna to look away again
And put a paper bag over your head.
When someone laughs in the hallway
You have an urge to run and cry
Because in the back of your head
They're laughing at you.
If someone says you're ugly,
You want to nod
Literature
so they can
wrists
arms
legs
skin
[scars]
feeling of i don't
know what
to
do
so help them
the ones who are being
BROKEN
fucking smashed shattered open
know the truth know love
hurts but it should never
hurt
like this people hurt but they
should never (.) hurt
like
this
it's unbelievable
find the words to say
or don't
just sit there
nod and say yeah yeah i know
because you do know
how they feel
and you do know
it's awful
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You.
I hope I never become like you.
With your downcast eyes, your
half-smiles,
With your loveless life, your
chewed at nails, your
broken self esteem, and yet
you bare no physical signs, to tell anyone that
you feel like shit all the time, and
you have no one to go to, and
you were rejected.
How could I have been able to see that
you wished that you were prettier, when
in reality I never thought that possible.
I talk in poetry, but
you don't talk at all.
You're too busy screaming.
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I'm really not sure right now.
Everybody had to dump their crap on me at once.
I've been kinda... Sad lately.
This only took me a few minutes.
Might be scrapped...
I just typed everything that was going through my head.
Edit: I changed the last stanza. It flows/sounds better now.. I think.
Everybody had to dump their crap on me at once.
I've been kinda... Sad lately.
This only took me a few minutes.
Might be scrapped...
I just typed everything that was going through my head.
Edit: I changed the last stanza. It flows/sounds better now.. I think.
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Very passionate, I love it